Faithlessly Faithful Vice Versa

The most shameful thing I've ever done was denouncing one's faith by accident. No thanks to my obliviousness. And I have to discredit those who made me believed of the faulty fact.


Next time around, I will have to be extra careful to not offend anyone by my complete ignorance. As to now, I swear myself to not believe hearsay, gossips and whatnot.


On a positive note, I was lucky enough that fella was such a cool dude reacting to my statement. Well, at least I was lady enough to be as innocent and oblivious as I could.


The thing about most of my people, my countrymen, including me, is we are too quick to pass judgment, but slow enough to correct ourselves.


In the event of having or rather wanting to socialise with non-locals (whites are not applicable here), we deem them not equal to our freaking standard. There is no wonder I always get weird faces and reactions whenever I hang out with them. As if it is a peculiar out-of-logic thing to do.


For that, I feel deeply sorry for him, whom up until now, I still offer my apology. Being such a cool sport, he asked for my phone number and now, we regularly talk during classes. But still, my guilt is everlasting.


Nevertheless, I will let my conscience be my guide.


So much of thinking I have met enough people already. And of course, not without those sheepish faces shown to my once timid eyeballs. Hence, will it be okay to grunt?



p/s: I once shouted Oh-My-God so loud at an acquaintance of mine after learning some interesting fact. He, being quite an atheist nonchalantly shouted back, 'Don't call HIM, will ya'. I hehehe-ed. Not that I was trying to convert him or anything, though. Tindakan refleks one might say. Heaven yeah!